Worlds Apart

I've noticed (looking through my myspace) that some of my connections are no longer attached. Why? I'm not hurt, just very curious why. Especially when they're family. Anyway, I thought people would change even through all the drama there has been. I did change that part of me and still am by the moment =/ There's a way called forgiveness and get over yourself. However, everyone lives there own lives now and change is always taking it's place. Everyone has their purpose and everyone holds grudges regardless of ties. I guess not visiting your family will make everyone separate this much. Too much hate and too much pride...makes me want to smack someone upside the head to open their eyes and see how much life can be so much more meaningful if everyone could just get along. It's a sad story. My family has been dysfunctional from when my gramps passed away. Wish he could be here, but it's okay. God's here to watch over us. We just need to learn His teachings.

Mission statement: "To love God and to express His love to others."

I hope one day I will be able to do that. I am baptized, yet I am still a sinner and thinking negative, uncontrollable thoughts too. No, never said I was perfect, just disappointed in myself as of the moment.

(Sigh) Good night.

This week

Finals are coming soon. This Thursday my english final paper is due and I have not yet started on my 1st revision =/ I'm a slacker...& tomorrow is my last exam for this chapter and next Thursday is my FINAL EXAM! Like Kentaro Oe...STUDY STUDY STUDY! I'll post pictures up whenever I have the time. Have lots and lots of it.

Tired...bored...& off tracked.

Lately, I've been lazy. Very lazy to the point where I can't focus on my homework (sigh). Maybe I need a vacation this summer, but I want to finish school before I'm thirty! Life is hectic. Work sucks and sleep is limited. Frustration is staggering and time is going fast. I really need a breather. I need my time, but I don't want to be selfish. Okay, focus. Finals are near and summer class(es) are starting in the beginning of June. Let's hustle!